I'm not gonna miss you.

Yellow. Nitey fellas. It's like 9 p.m-ish according to my laptop. Well, in a good mood to write. After I saw Diana Rikasari's latest post abt what have happened to her during this year, I'm inspired to write that kind of post, too.

Hm, okay get me started. I can't really remember all, but I'll try to do my best :)

- January : *pass, totally forget*

- February : *totally forget, crap!*

- March : I had my UN in this month. I was really scared, sad, excited, but mostly scared. So many craps happened in this month. Like, I had a fight with some of my classmate because I really hate them who used 'joki' for this UN. HAHH.

- April : this was a hectic month, too. I had my UAS, wow!!! Even harder than UN. But this wasn't very long, just about a week or so. Because I had my very very long holidays..... Ugh. But we held a farewell party, here. Not a really good one, thought. Mostly boring, but cool!

- May : our very own farewell party, in Stefany's house. It was great. Hahaha, watching Harry Potter until we fell asleep. And the manggang2 part was greawt, even though not as spectacular as I thought before :p

- June : I passed the UN!!! If I'm not mistaken, the test for SMA St. Thomas 1 was held in this month. Kinda nervous, but not at all actually. Hehe.

- July : I'm in. I'm officially a senior high school student. I'm a SMA St. Thomas 1 student. And my shs story begins here.... Germany only got the 3rd on World Cup.. :(

- August : It was the beginning of all, the friendship with X-A. Start from the celebration of August 17th and so on and on an on.... And we had a surprise birthday party for Patricia :D

- September : Hey its my birthday month. Nothing special, really. A disappointing month maybe. My parents were not there on my birthday. And well I was fine with it.

- October : X-A and X-D went to Karangsari for retreat. It was great. But the outbound was kind of disappointing. Hahhh. How I wish we weren't the first to go..

- November : month of examinations. As usual, hectic, stressful, full of tense, and the competition in X-A was so tight. I barely even breathed :p

- December : Christmas month! Holiday month! Hell month, too! We'd get our result, too. And I've just got mine on the 22nd. I was on the 2nd. Not disappointing, but well, I wish I could do more than that. And it's Christmas finally, not really a great one.

Okay. So that's all I can imagine. In this year, I've been living such a complicated journey of life, maybe, I dare to say so. Fighting with parents, friends, having enemies. Well, it's so teensy right? Lately I've been feeling unfine, especially with someone I really feel close with. I feel like she's ignoring me... I apologize for all faults I've been doing for you, and for all people I know. I've been such an arrogant girl to everyone.

Thank you so much for friends in X-A. You're all great, except that we're not so close yet. Hm. I guess it's just me that can't grow close to someone so fast. Thank you for all unos, the laugh, the movies, and so on and on.

Thank you so much for theDUWAS. I miss you all a lot. I wanna meet you all, yeah all.

Thank you, parents. We're fighting now. And it's just hard to say anything here. You're both sometimes annoying, and I hate you. But I'm kinda sure, I will forget this the next morning. Hah..

Thank you for filling my days in 2010, for cheering me, for laughing with me, for all the words we've told. I'm not gonna miss this year, I think. This year is a mess...............................

But in this year, I've already learned many things. I've been starting to love many things. I love Mesut Ozil, I love tumblr, I love we-heart-it, I love Ron/Hermione, I love Ronald Weasley, I love Rupert Grint and so on!!!

Now, welcome 2011. I've been waiting to enjoy you! Be nice to me. Be my year. Be my year of happiness.

:)


With a bunch of Liquid Luck,




Dina.

This... is... schweet :')

“Hang on a moment!” said Ron sharply. “We’ve forgotten someone!”
“Who?” asked Hermione.
“The house-elves, they’ll all be down in the kitchen, won’t they?”
“You mean we ought to get them fighting?” asked Harry.
“No,” said Ron seriously, “I mean we should tell them to get out. We don’t want anymore Dobbies, do we? We can’t order them to die for us—”
There was a clatter as the basilisk fangs cascaded out of Hermione’s arms. Running at Ron, she flung them around his neck and kissed him full on the mouth. Ron threw away the fangs and broomstick he was holding and responded with such enthusiasm that he lifted Hermione off her feet.
“Is this the moment?” Harry asked weakly, and when nothing happened except that Ron and Hermione gripped each other still more firmly and swayed on the spot, he raised his voice. “Oi! There’s a war going on here!”
Ron and Hermione broke apart, their arms still around each other.
“I know, mate,” said Ron, who looked as though he had recently been hit on the back of the head with a Bludger, “so it’s now or never, isn’t it?”
“Never mind that, what about the Horcrux?” Harry shouted. “D’you think you could just – just hold it in until we’ve got the diadem?”
“Yeah – right – sorry – “ said Ron, and he and Hermione set about gathering up fangs, both pink in the face.

[Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Chapter 31, The Battle of Hogwarts]

Omaigawwwdddddd. I'm totally, entirely, extremely, in love with Ron and Hermione. Awch, this couple has driven me crazy lately. Yeah I'm so lame. And pity me, I should've realized sooner that this couple is really meant to be and worth-shipping <3 fufufufufufu. They're both gorgeous and the actors that play the characters are really cute!!!!!!! I mean, look at Emma Watson and Rupert Grint.

Emma is really really really beautiful. She's like a goddess. She's really charming and I'm sure all girls, all boys think that she's pretty. And Rupert?! Awwww, that dude. He's really comical. Hahahahaha. He's really funny. He's full of expression. I always love the way he speaks something. Cool and attractive. When they were kids, I admit that Daniel was way cuter than Rupert. But now?!?!?! Hello!!!! Rupert is totally more awesome, more charming, more more more and moreeee attractive than Daniel. Well, we're speaking about taste also here. Hehe. Rupert's sure hot, hot, and hot. Gawd, I'm running outta words here-_-

Okay, so the point is, I totally ship R/Hr couple. Sweet, cute, always bickering but they never hate each other;) It's actually my point here. They show their love by bickering, almost every time.

Yeap, I know you know that I was not really into Harry Potter's stuffs. I love Harry Potter, the movies. Well I basically love all movies hahahaha. But because of this gorgeous couple, I begin to like the books. I'm planning to buy all the series. I really wanna know their relation since the first year of their Hogwart's school. Because the books and the movies sometime tell different story right?

Well well well. Now, I'm sorry for being such a bad bad baddddd blogger. It's been centuries since my last post. T_T I've already got my first semester result. Not bad, eh? Got the second rank. Well, this is the first one I got the second. Tee-hee. I'm just gonna try harder on the next semester. But hell who cares. Let's just try our best. Phew.

Guys it's December 25th now. Don't you feel the joy of Christmas? I can feel it now, hehe, not really actually. Christmas is just the same all years. Yeeeeeaa dude all yearss. Now, I'm gonna end this entry. Back to reading some fun facts about R/Hr or back to twittering!!


CATCH YA LATER,



Love,
Dina;)

Exams overrrrrrr

OI! Goshhhh, it's forever since my last post. You know I was really busy with exam thingy and now all are finished. Can't be any happier you know. And my exam went really bad goshhh I'm kinda well-prepared but some of the teachers were being such an ass. They gave us really short time to do all the loads of questions. Phew. And that's bout it.

Now, I've watched two saga these recent weeks. They're Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows and Narnia: the Voyage of the Dawn Treader. Both of em were awesome.

I love Hp7 because it was really funny and the relationship between Ron and Hermione grew bigger. Teehe and I'm so in love with this couple. They're so frigging adorable, so pretty :3. The movie was so funny and well so awesome. Thumbs up. This series is better than the previous Harry Potter.

And I really like Narnia3. Edmund was so handsome and freaking adorable there!!!! Me and Patricia kept telling Laura that he is our husband HAHAHAHA. We freaked out there. And that was really happy.

OKAY. ENOUGH BABBLING. NOW LET'S PRAY FOR MY EXAMINATIONS RESULT!!! Hope that I will get good and score and no remedial wait me okay. Amin.

Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day
they sold the cause for the
queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with an alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "You won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night
long? (all night long, night
long)
And will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night
long? (all night long, all
night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone
Because you never learned a god damned thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

So go, go away, just go, run away.
Now where did you run to?
And where did you hide?
Go find another way
Price you pay

Woah oh...
Woah oh...
Woah oh...
Woah oh, woah oh, woah oh, woah oh...

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you, come on

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

At all x4

I've had enough, bitches. I'm intangible. Don't try to teach or preach me what to do. Am not gonna listen to your words, biiiitccchhheeesss. xoxo

Unyu post

I saw these photos and wondered why...... Babies are always so cuteee <3
Aw, I want one of em right now.... They're so unyu-unyuuu..


Another unyu detected from Vanilla Twilight - Owl City. The lyrics are touching. I really want someone to sing this for me.. Ah impossible for now... But still, believe in the impossible :P

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly,
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’ll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I’ll watch the night turn light blue,
But it’s not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn’t so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I’ll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven’t slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I’ll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don’t feel so alone.
I don’t feel so alone.
I don’t feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight.
I’ll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I’ll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won’t forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I’d whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Random quote came :

"You don't believe bad people exist until you become of one them"

Hell love smells bad.

"I want to be forever in your arms. But I realize it's quite impossible. Why? 1. Forever never exists. 2. You arms aren't big enough"

I make a promise to myself. I'll try as hard as I can to ignore your appearance. Well, it's not that you want to get closer to me, I know it's not gonna happen. But it's just simply because I can't keep my body not to be closer to you.

Get it huh?

It's actually really simple. I ignore your appearance because I really wanna be with you. Ignoring you maybe can help me to forget you. AHHHHH. Why is it so hard to tell what's actually been in my mind. Forget it!!!!!! I'm just simply idiot.

Dopost.

Pernah merasa hopeless? Pernah merasa worthless? Pernah merasa benar-benar clueless tentang hidupmu, hidupmu, dan hidupmu? Siapa yang ga pernah? Itu masih wajar. Nah, kalo kita ngalamin itu hampir di tiap malam gimana? Nye?sek? PASTI. Gak mungkin enggak. Ngeliat hidup orang lain, kok kayaknya fine-fine aja. Ngeliat hidup kita, kok kayanya jauh dari kata fine.

Well, it is really happening to me. Hopeless, worthless, clueless. Dan -less yang paling besar kurasakan itu worthless. Hahaha. Bodoh. Ya memang bodoh. Tapi memang aku ini worthless. Ga ada gunanya. Bapak bilang, orang itu bakal ada gunanya kalo dia bisa berguna bagi orang lain. Nah, aku. Gunaku apa? Cuma buat orang kesel aja, kan?! Apa lagi? Bikin masalah. Mungkin salah satu guna baikku: menjadi contoh bagi orang lain supaya orang lain jadi lebih baik. Hahaha funny as fuck. Temenku sendiri pernah bilang kalo aku sering kali bikin masalah sama guru. Dan tau rasanya? Itu sebenarnya nusuk, sakit. Cuma aku ga mau bilang (nah ini diketik -_-). Tapi kalo dipikir-pikir ya, mending gini daripada ngejalanin hidup yang datar, flat, monotone. Ga ada kepuasan mungkin. Well, tergantung tipe orangnya juga sih. Hm.

Clueless. I have no idea what is totally going on with me. You know your friends change when you don't know big thing that is happening to them right now. Sakit woy. Hahaha. No, I'm not your parents that need to hear every-single-fucking-thing about your life. Hell I don't want to. But I can be your diary if you want. Place where you could share all your feelings without hearing any advice or suggestion. OH NO! Maybe I lose your trust. Fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Awesome as fuck. Aku benci ke-sok-ekslusifan dan kepurapura-tegaran dari seseorang yang aku kenal dekat. Ya aku tahu aku kadang kayak gitu. Tahu kenapa? Karena aku tahu/or exactly merasa kalo mereka kadang gak mau tahu tentang apa yg happening. Hahahahahahaha.

Yes, ini posting memang lebay kali. Mau gimana lagi, orang yg ngepost aja lebaynya setengah mampus. Tapi tau kan perasaan kaya gini gimana rasanya? Sakit.

I think I should find someone new to be friend with. I need something new. I need inspiration, not just another negotiation!

Whatever

Things are going wrong. I don't know what's going on. I feel like a shit walking on earth trying to find something that I even don't know what it is. Why is everything coming in a different way? I try to be calm. I can accept the fact that sometimes life is incredibly cruel and unfair. And I understand that all I gotta do is just move on. But at this time, I just can't. Thinking back at what happened with me and comparing it with others. Seems like life is playing on me. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.

I'm sick of being sick about the same sick thing in this sick life. I feel like I'm worthless.


I'm sick, anyone. Can you hear me? I need extremely new life.

Boys suck.

I don't understand boys. They move on so easily. They never really get touched. They never actually care. They say shit in front of girls. They mock girls, and we, still, love them. How could it happen? I know I have no right to post this kind of thing because I'm not an expert in love.
But I know some 'love stories' that have jerks in it (read: boys)

How can a boy forget his long-lasting girlfriend so easily? How? How? How? Doesn't he have mind?
Or is he still using his brain? While the girl is still regretting and crying over her broken heart, he -in the other hand- has dated with another pretty girl. It sucks. I wanna vomit every time I see that kind of love story. Every girls deserve best men to be with. Pleaseeee, don't waste your time going out with a jerk like that. The one that thinks having a girlfriend is a primary needs. That could easily pick a girl to be with. I'm sick of those over-confident boys. Period.


Oh well I know. As all people say (including me), love hurts. It tears you into pieces. You gotta find the right one to fix all pieces to be a new one again?

-I wanna eat a piece of love :3-

I hate being too sensitive.

Good evening! Another posting here. I wanna tell you bloggie my feeling right now. Yeah you there could close this page. I really won't mind. This posting is really not worth-noticing.

I hate being too sensitive. I make conclusion too early that it sometimes disappoints me, even makes me down. A little detail could ruin my mood. I want everything to run perfectly. Oh, am I wrong? Well I guess I am. Nobody is perfect. Nothing is perfect. So am I selfish then? Yes, I am. :|

I hate being too sensitive. That when my friends posted some rude things on facebook or twitter I felt like I was the one they meant. It's sometimes true actually. Eventho they didn't tell me, I could sense it. Hoof hoof, like a dog. LOL.

I hate being too sensitive. Yeah, I really am. I wish I could change this but it's so hard. So fucking damn H A R D. This sensitive feeling always comes up in my mind when something happens. Fuc yeah fuc.

*sigh*
this is the end of my babbling-not-worth-noticing-posting.
I have no idea what I totally typed here.
Moron.
Such a labile moron.
Such a sensitive moron.


Well, lemme introduce someone special to you.

*oh well this is my sister, Amanda Seyfried from the movie Mean Girls, Mamma Mia!, Dear John, and Letters to Juliet. She's really pretty right? She's really well in acting, too. And her smile is so adorable! She's so admirable! ♥*

I promise I'll review this pretty lady in this bloggie. Hehe. If I have time okay? :\

You have to watch this!!!!

You could LOL at me.

I Don't Love You lyrics

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out while you can

When you go would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you down and out
It's where you oughta stay

Well after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up while you can, whoa whoa

When you go would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?
Well come on, come on!

When you go would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"?

I don't love you like I loved you yesterday
I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

I know I shouldn't be crying right now

Hey! Guess what?

E.X.A.M week IS O.V.E.R

whoa! I feel really great. Not because I did it well but just a happy feeling that finally the hell week is over... Thank God!
I guess I'll post some photos of my scores here. Well I don't promise it because I think I'll forget to take some photos. Blah!

I feel really down these days. Little problems are tackling me. Trouble with teacher, parents, assignments, and others. Let's ask God to give me more power to walk on my days *praying* Amin!

Okay, see you on next post! ::)

LOVELY VIDEO! I CRIED I MISS THEM!!!! :'(

Zis iz fashunn. from Paulette Neuer on Vimeo.

It isn't TGIF. It's TGIToday.

Hai. Today is August 10th. This day is really blissful!! My dear friend, Patricia is celebrating her birthday. Congrats dear!!!! Wish you all the best ya. All your wishes come true as soon as possible. Always be on God's way. Hehe. So we made some surprise for her. Actually me and tasa already planned to do our slides in her house. We already knew that Tuesday is her birthday but we pretend like we forget or didn't know. Hahaha. Then me, Yossie, Tasya, and Laura went together to Patri's house. She thought I was the only one who came there but then I kinda force her to go out bcoz she was really lazy to come out from the tv room :p

Then SURPRISE!!!! We threw her flours. LOL. Actually we planned to threw some eggs, but Yossie said no because of... well forget it. I've forgot. She already took a bath that morning so she had to take a bath again. Poor you!! :p



While she was bathing, we prepared our 'cake birthday' for her. Hehe it was the little one, thought. We didn't have money. But don't look by the price! Look by the sincerity, kay? We bought a muffin(:p), then put a candle on it. We decorated it with some mini ice cream, the name is mini-concerto. Then when she got dressed, we hid and then surprise again!!!!! She blew the candle and made a wish.

And beside, my crush, commented on my photo. Which one? It's a secret. No need to know.


WHOAAA I ♥ TODAY!!!!


.xxxxxo.

Say hello to my men! ;)

Huwoooo. I realised that I've posted 2 emotional & labille posts here. Fuh. And both of it have almost the same title. The word 'ignore' are in it. Forgive me for my lack of words. I'm not that creative to choose diction, you know. So to make this blog at least look better (well, nooo, this blog won't ever look better ha ha), I've decided to share youuuu abt my favorite man all the time. Hehe.
It's MIROSLAV KLOSE !!! :"D

I'm so glad to know such a man like him. He's a real cutie you know. I know he's too old for me now. But I've loved him since the 2002 World Cup!! He was only 21 or 22. He is real cute (:
Even he was not playing rude football at that time. He seldom got yellow card. WHOA. I LOVE YOU REALLY KLOSE. I remember adoring him like a crazy when I was in Primary School. My friend often mocked me by saying his name wrongly. They called my dear, KLOSEt. With T!!! Aah f u. His name is not it.

Here's my baby-boooooooo ;;)

So.... damn.... handsome..... Kiss me Klose ;;) :o :*

With Sylwia!!!! AAAAA I'm jealous, Klose :(

My 11-man, Klose. (2010 FIFA WORLD CUP)

Well, I also have one man again to introduce to you, guys. I find him really interesting and cute during the 2010 World Cup. He's Mesut Ozil!!!!!! He has big eyes, that makes me fall for him (;
He's also just 21 or 22!!! But he is already engaged to Maria bla-bla-bla. I don't remember her name..... You broke my heart, Ozil :(

So cute, right?! :* :*

With Maria. Ew, she doesn't match you, Ozil ._.

(FIFA WORLD CUP 2010)


Hehe. They're handsome aite? Too bad they already have couples.... Haha. I'm just dreaming... I really wanna meet them sumday.... But I know it's kinda impossible. But I'll keep fighting!!! This dreaming is worth-fighting! :*


Adios! Gnight!

ignore this

You are still the same. I opened your fb acc and found out you're still the same as I know in jhs. Imy.

Just ignore. I'm being labille.

Life is so unfair. They let the beauty get all they want. The attention, the love, the protection, they got all things easily. It seems like they're really doing their life well without having any burden. And the duck like me? Oh well, do I need to explain here? My life is kind of embarrassing. I regret most of all things I've done in my life. HAHAHAHAHA. Let's laugh. This is funny, right?

I envy them. They don't even give a shit to their tasks at school, assignments, and all the bla-bla-yawn-things at school. But me?! Oh well, I really give a damn to school. I worry a lot about my score, my image(wtf?-_-), my paper, and all mothafacka things. Do you know why? Maybe it's because SCHOOL IS THE ONLY THING I COULD BE, AT LEAST, GOOD AT. Uhhhh. Poor me. I have no talent at all so I should focus to my school-_- I wonder how things will go if I have a spectacular talent, like playing the piano, or dancing, or maybe singing, or good at one kind of sport. Hahaha... Why do I dream too much? Come on-_____- I'm just an average girl, right? With boring life (well, not really boring. My life gets really suck when I'm at home-_-, but sometimes friends could cheer me up a bit). HAAAAAHHH. I wanna have a talent that at least I could be proud of. I don't wanna be just another girl in school that anyone underestimates.

Hm............. I wanna have a life like in a novel. Meeting the one you love, living in a sweet love story or having really good friends, or maybe meeting a riding-horse-prince. Why can't I have a life like that? Why is this reality so cruel? Cruel life!!!! I hate you for showing me the life I don't wanna live in. :(

Stop judging.

You can't judge me. No one could judge anyone. My Almighty creator is the only one that could judge. And as a warning, I only show you people what you need and you wanna see. I don't even bother to show you the real me..... Haha. They tell anyone I'm arrogant. But you haven't even talked to me yet. You coward! You say I pretend like a hero. You mthrfckr! We just meet and you already made such a conclusion? Don't you think it's too little too fast? Okay maybe I'm not that nice. I'm not that adorable. I'm ugly, bad-temper, and all things.... But at least I'm still trying to be nice, to all of you. Please appreciate me for a while. Or maybe I can't be appreciated? Oh come on....... All people deserve the appreciation. Well, respect me and I'll respect you.

So fucked up.

Love is something unreasonable. Nobody could tell you why you fall, even yourself. That's why it's hard to forget the lover. You have no reason to forget he/she, too.

Find it.......will you?

yeah it's for you. For everyone I love.

Am doing a favor ♥

Ehem.. Mei Christin asked me to make a header for her blog. Hehe. So I've made. I'm sorry dear if this is ugly or not satisfied. I'm still an amateur in making design. Just choose which one you like ♥♥

Feel free to comment? :)

How to kill this eazy weezy dizzy head

Fellow readers. zzz. Ehhh I'm really having a super dizzy head. I don't know whats the reason. Of course.. If I know it, I won't be wondering like this. And this damn headache sometimes really wanna kill me. Oh fart. Just forget it.

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hey, thanks for scrolling. This posting hasn't finished yet. Hell yeah.

Jadi tadi terlintas dalam pikiran yang absurd ini.... Ntar kalo aku ngelanjut SMA di santom1, aku mau masuk eksul debat. Wehehe. Terlintas juga memori kapan tau antara aku dan Citin (baca kakak yang tidak dipanggil kakak)

Dina: eh, bahasa inggrismu kan bagus, kok gak masuk debat aja kayak .... , .... , (nama disamarkan)
Citin: ah ngapain. yang masuk debat itu kan yang kreak kreak.


ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBBBBBBB.

Dalam hati, ah masa sih? Masa? Padahal debat itu keren loh menurutku. Menyanggah apa yang orang lain katakan dengan apa yang kita tau. Hoho. Tapi kalo dipikir pikir lama2 mungkin itu ada benernya juga. Tapi tergantung cara kita mandang sih. Rasanya keren plus bangga aja kalo kita bisa nyanggah pendapat orang dengan pengetahuan yang kita punya. HAHAHA. Is it true? Tell me whaddaya think readers! Feel free :)







PS : I can't find MMJ here anywhere in Gramedia. Help me anyone!!!!! I'm curious to know and read it... :D

I love the smell of new month :)

Heyloooo. Welcome to my blog. Hehe.
New post for this month. Very excited about this month. For Soccer World Cup, my baby's birthday (I mean Klose's birthday, my fave striker and also soccer player)...

The one that unboost my mood is that the test of Saint Thomas 1 SHS will be held on the 14th. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn. Hate it. So I must study rite but I don't want to. Too lazy.

What more eh? I don't find sumthing interesting to share here. So maybe I'll just share a photo here. One of my favorite Korean actress, Kim So eun.

- So pwetty aite? I envy her . Hehe ;3. Fighting Onnie! ♥ -

Surely in a bad mood plus hungry

wazzzuuuuppp?!
ehmm, I'm currently in my bad mood, people. I saw something really uneducated. But I really won't tell you here. It's really super disgusting eeerrrrhhhh-_-"
I myself even want to brain-wash my mind so I won't remember it.

now I wanna share some of my random thought.
Hmm. I'm sure all of you readers have ever heard this quotes "be yourself even if you're nobody" . So why do we have to change ourselves for something or for someone. To get somebody's attention. People, including me, often ask someone to change someone's bad habits. But do we have to? Everybody says be yourself, be yourself... but why we still force ourselves to change ourselves? It's called pathetic.

hem, it's just my opinion people. no offense. this is just a random thought. And I found this is interesting to share on my blog. Feel free to comment, maybe? Huh. :D

Hula

*narinari* *gulingguling* *pingsan* *mati*

LOH? NO. No. I'm still alive baby B)

Okay okay. I'm sorry for my irresponsibility, dear ehm readers. Haha. I haven't fill this bwlowg with posting for about, ehmmm maybe a month. I'm too lazy, not in the mood and blablabla...
Yawn...
So many stories to tell. I even can't decide which story should I post here. H0h0.

Kaaaaay, first I wanna tell you that I pass. Yeah!!! I mean I'm no longer a Junior High School student. I'm unoficially a Senior High School student. Aye aye *gulingguling* *narihulahula* *jogetjoget*.

Thanks God I graduate with good scores. Just FYI, as you read my previous post, I didn't use any 'joki'. LOL. This is really from what I know, all the answers were answered by me. No cheating, no asking to friends. Got it? GOOD!

Okay, any reader got twitter here? Just follow mine okay?

Hehe, I'm confused.. What should I post more? Hm... Lemme think. Okay I wanna introduce one of my favorite boys here...
Jeng jeng jenggg..

Ah-_-" I regret it. Okay so I'll just post the prove of the graduation. Ohohoho.

ngik!

buahahaha. UN finally finished. Actually it has already finished on the 1st April. wgwgw.
but I'm too lazy to tell yaa reader. Okay I know, no one reads this blog. Poor me. aha!

so so so, don't ask me about the UN. it was easy, not that easy. Not the one that you can do with closed eyes. Nonono! But well, not as hard as the examination on my dearyyy school. and Thank God yuhu!

hm, but I AM really dissapointed with the Education Department and all institutions that were involved in this UN. CACAD ! :p well, let's just not talk about it okay? I feel soooooo sooo soooo disguised with it.

haha.

let's just talk about other topic. But don't have any idea. wow
I guess I must say goodbye noww. Dah :*

What I get from UN : Dengan adanya UN, populasi orang salah yang nyolot itu makin bertambah. Waspadalah! Waspadalah! :p

You let me down... for a while

Seems like the world is giving me the hardest trials in my life, you know.
Things are not settled down. I get my things back to normal but the other things ruin. Gooshhhh, really don't understand how this world works.
Jiahaha, in other hands those useless words above means that : I'm down. Yeah, for some reasons that I can't and don't wanna explain here. Tehee.

But when I'm down, I know that God always has His ways to cheer me by sending friends to me. hehe. They don't entertain me, because they don't know that I'm that down. I just shared this problem to them. Haha. Yes. And other ways I cheer myself back is by watching youtube video. Yihaaa. SNSD never fails to amuse and entertain me. Yes... I love them. HAHHA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGbwL8kSpEk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7mPqycQ0tQ
Hahah. Those songs and videos, I'm sure, are not supposed to make the watchers laugh. But hahah. I laugh you know. They're so funny. The way they dance hahah. And the choreography too. LOL.

Oke so now goodbye. I have to get get get getttt back to this world. Er?? Whatever

Hey, 11

I'M SO CRAZY ABOUT YOU

E V E N

CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU :((((

Good Grief!

AHAA.
Beberapa minggu yang lalu, aku dapat kata" "Good Grief" dari tempat les PPIA. wkwk.
good = baik. grief = sial. Trus, dateng kawan lesku ditanyanya pulaa, "Jadi artinya kesialan yang baik?" haha. Ya enggalaaaaaah. duh udah deh jadi ngelantur. Tapi sumpah hari ini tuh betul-betul kesialan yang baik. Ikkiki.

You know what? What do you know? Hm. Oke saya geje deh ---_----
Jaddddiiiiii kan, ihihih. This morning, on the 10th of March 2010, aku seangkot sama 11 :)
Muach. FYI, 11 itu cowo yg kusukaa... ato istilah kerennyaaaaa gebetan? Hm, whatever..
Sumpahhhh, padahal di rumah aku udah bete bete gitu kan hahak. Stress abislah pokokeee, ditambah lagi dengan PMS yang menyebalkan ini -_-
Hmmmm, paginya aku berantem sm Mamaaak gara" masalah bunga dan sikapku yg selalu berantakan hm. HAHA. Truss, jadinya aku berangkat dari rumah agak lamaa gicyu. Yang biasanya jam tenga 7 udh berangkat, tadi pagi aku berangkat jam 7 kurang 15. Ahahaha. Siallll. Dalam hati, udah sebel sebeellll. Tapiiii, jejejeng. Angkot berenti di simpang pemdaaaaa. Di sini, anak" sekolah biasa nunggu.. Dari jauh aku ngeliat cowooo, dan it seems I know him.. Eh lama lama mukanya si cowo jadi keliatan jelasss. It's him!!! Sumpah deg degan abissssss. Ikikiki. Gugup. Nerpes. Huaaaaaaaa. Dia masuk disusul adiknya yang cipit cipit wkwk. Shit. Aku cuma bisa diam aja gituuu. Pingin ngeliatin mukanya tapi ga berani -_- takut ketauaan :( Huhu, alhasil cuma curi curi pandang sedikitttt. HUahahahahah. Ahm, semoga bisa seangkota lagi deh kapan kapan... Aku pingin senyumin kamuuu, 11 ;p Hiii, genit abissss deh huekeke. At least, I wanna say hi to you. Do you know it? Ayo ajak aku chat lagi dongz :(((( SOMBONGG!!
LOH, kenapa jadi maraah" gaje gini sihh? Hiksss.

Ohyaaaa, sekarang aku baru sadar, berteman sama cowo itu enak.. Yaah, tergantung tipe cowonya sihh. Yang jelas, Puji Tuhan, 3 orang cowo yang duduk di dekatku bukan tipe nyebelin kayak Ananda atau ntah siapalahhh yang cuma bisa bikin emosi. hahah. Andha, Christofel, sm Khosy itu lucu" wkwkwk. Seru lah orangnyaaaa. Hiks. Ntah knapa aku baru sadar kalo berteman sm cowo itu asyiiik. wkwkw oke saya lebay nihhhhh wgwgwg. Whatever lah. Ntar kapan kapan aku posting tentang merekaaa dehhhh..

Widiiiiiiiw, 10 hari lagi Mr.11 - ku ulang tahuuun loh, aku pingin ngucapin pas tengah malamnyaaa, di pergantian tanggal 19 ke 2o. Tapi ntar dia curiga lagi hiksss. HUAAA. This sucks!!! Huhuhuhu. So, ada ide? *idih elaah, kaya dibaca aja nih blognya sm orang T.T*

Well, what else can I do?

Hai. Long time no blogging yaa. Do you miss me? :(
So many problems... It's hard to believe that I have no one to depend on.
Hihi. Ngerti ga sih?
Aku muak. Dalam pertemanan itu seharusnya gak ada yang dirahasiakan.
Coba bayangin, kalo temanmu ngerahasiain sesuatu darimu, WHAT WILL YOU FEEL?
Dan dia lebih memilih buat cerita sama orang lain. WHAT WILL YOU FEEL?
Aku pasti akan merasa terasing... merasa ga berguna. Sampai sekarang, belum ada satu orang pun yang bisa ngebuat aku percaya 100 persen sama dia. Even my mother.
I'm totally sick of my life. I'm sick of hypocrite people. If you don't like me, GO TELL ME.
You don't have to be afraid, because of what? Aku udah sering ngalamin hal kaya gitu. NGERTI GA?
Waktu SD, udah banyaaaak bgt teman yg nusuk dari belakang, SMP apalagi. WIIH.
Aku gak tau aku punya dosa sebesar apa. I know.. I'm not that good. Tapi kenapa sih, banyak orang yang sering bikin aku sakit hati?? Dan kenapa gak ada satu orang pun yang betul-betul perduli kalau aku sakit hati???? KENAPA???
Apa memang aku ga pantas ya? HM. It's a big question.

TEMAN TEMANKU SERING NGERAHASIAN SESUATU SAMA AKU. TEMAN TEMANKU SELALU BERUBAH. I FEEL USELESS. APA SIH GUNANYA TEMAN????
GUNA TEMAN ITU BUAT SHARING, BERBAGI PENGALAMAN, BERBAGI CERITA, JADI KALAU UDAH SALING RAHASIA - RAHASIAAN, APAKAH MASIH LAYAK ITU DISEBUT SEBAGAI PERTEMANAN???

In that case, I call it as a connection between strangers. Hey, but, even strangers share their story each other... Mungkin itu udah layak disebut sebagai permusuhan. Musuh dalam selimut? Whatever... Aku gak tau terlalu banyak mengenai peribahasa atau kata" mutiara.

Mungkin banyak yang menganggap aku terlalu lebay dalam menanggapi permasalahanku dgn teman teman. But this is me... I'm sensitive when it comes to friendship.
Karena, percaya ato gak, aku belum pernah punya teman dekat dari SD. I used to have, her name is Agreliana. But guess what, at the last year of my elementary school, we were not that close again. Haha. Poor me.

Jadi, hmm. Mungkin aku tipe orang yang ga cocok untuk bersosialisasi dengan orang orang. Karena jujur aja, aku bukan tipe orang supel yang gampang buat berkomunikasi. Aku kikuk. Yeah. I am. Makanya aku kadang lebih menikmati waktu waktu berkualitas untuk menonton DVD, surf the internet.. It feels really good.

Tapiiiiiiii, manusia itu adalah makhluk sosial yakan? Ga mungkin dong, aku bisa bertahan hidup tanpa bersosialisasi dgn siapapun Hm. HAHA. Jadi, what should I do? Or, what else I can do? Should I always pretend like I'm having fun when I talk to everybody?

oh hello. ah goodbye

YES!! oh goodbye. maybe I won't be online for many weeks.
hm. I'm too busy with school assignments.
Right now, I'm supposed to do those whooaaaa :(

okay so now now now, I just wanna tell you that I love Nicole Richie and Joel Madden. :>
hihi. Although my sister told me that she looks like a grandma, it doesn't matter for me. And SHE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THAT. HUH.
Her style is cool. Very cool. Love it soooo oh sooooo :D

And about Joel Madden, I just love him as Nicole's eerrr boyfriend? Haaaaaaaaa.
I like his band, Goood Charlotte, but I'm not a big fan of it. Just know some songs of GC. yeah. haha

so I found this picture at Joel's twitter, yeah this is his background :


I.love.this.picture.so.damn.much <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSkXVKC0lSXSTHutcXQNjXOick9EtKVvqxe47PY15B2sR_Ij0xkdfj7heiep3-MJ6yHTT3UhwV80kZQlg6qr8fjrZj1jKSnHUWpU2MXp0ZSDfuT-X3eGYFqHAY9DqDuow2rfz_0g49rVE/s1600-h/nicole-richie-family.jpg">
Isn't it too cute? She looks gorgeous. He looks so 'daddy' :p whatever. And the babies are cuteeeeeee.



ah, off now. Forget? Yeah, assignments suck.

phew

wew. Today, I wanna do my Indonesian assignments HA HA HA.
good good. I'm a good girl! No! Good students hahaha.

I'm editing my Indonesian's drama script. huaaa :(
wish me luck yaaaaaa. hihihi. I don't wanna go to bed late tonight..
I want to go to bed at 9 nine o'clock if it's possible :(
HUUUUUU.

but I think not, because I have to edit my 'makalah.' LOL
sorry for my bad English.. I don't know what American says to 'makalah.'


heee, do you know ha? I'm so in love with Goong...
huaaaa, It is so damn good, entertaining, and funny, and sad too!
ohwaaaaaaayaaaayayaya.

I really wanna watch it. But yeah, I can't. So busy with all school things.

This one is one of my favorite scenes in Goong or Princess Hours. Yeaaaaah. They match each other. Like a complete puzzle. :p

YES, I KNOW, IT'S RIDICULOUS ;p
whatever... I just love them and the drama really catches my heart HAHAHA.
I love Joo Ji Hoon. HAHAH. maybe another time I'll post another photos of Goong.

Sayonaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.