Seems like the world is giving me the hardest trials in my life, you know.
Things are not settled down. I get my things back to normal but the other things ruin. Gooshhhh, really don't understand how this world works.
Jiahaha, in other hands those useless words above means that : I'm down. Yeah, for some reasons that I can't and don't wanna explain here. Tehee.
But when I'm down, I know that God always has His ways to cheer me by sending friends to me. hehe. They don't entertain me, because they don't know that I'm that down. I just shared this problem to them. Haha. Yes. And other ways I cheer myself back is by watching youtube video. Yihaaa. SNSD never fails to amuse and entertain me. Yes... I love them. HAHHA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGbwL8kSpEk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7mPqycQ0tQ
Hahah. Those songs and videos, I'm sure, are not supposed to make the watchers laugh. But hahah. I laugh you know. They're so funny. The way they dance hahah. And the choreography too. LOL.
Oke so now goodbye. I have to get get get getttt back to this world. Er?? Whatever
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Good Grief!
AHAA.
Beberapa minggu yang lalu, aku dapat kata" "Good Grief" dari tempat les PPIA. wkwk.
good = baik. grief = sial. Trus, dateng kawan lesku ditanyanya pulaa, "Jadi artinya kesialan yang baik?" haha. Ya enggalaaaaaah. duh udah deh jadi ngelantur. Tapi sumpah hari ini tuh betul-betul kesialan yang baik. Ikkiki.
You know what? What do you know? Hm. Oke saya geje deh ---_----
Jaddddiiiiii kan, ihihih. This morning, on the 10th of March 2010, aku seangkot sama 11 :)
Muach. FYI, 11 itu cowo yg kusukaa... ato istilah kerennyaaaaa gebetan? Hm, whatever..
Sumpahhhh, padahal di rumah aku udah bete bete gitu kan hahak. Stress abislah pokokeee, ditambah lagi dengan PMS yang menyebalkan ini -_-
Hmmmm, paginya aku berantem sm Mamaaak gara" masalah bunga dan sikapku yg selalu berantakan hm. HAHA. Truss, jadinya aku berangkat dari rumah agak lamaa gicyu. Yang biasanya jam tenga 7 udh berangkat, tadi pagi aku berangkat jam 7 kurang 15. Ahahaha. Siallll. Dalam hati, udah sebel sebeellll. Tapiiii, jejejeng. Angkot berenti di simpang pemdaaaaa. Di sini, anak" sekolah biasa nunggu.. Dari jauh aku ngeliat cowooo, dan it seems I know him.. Eh lama lama mukanya si cowo jadi keliatan jelasss. It's him!!! Sumpah deg degan abissssss. Ikikiki. Gugup. Nerpes. Huaaaaaaaa. Dia masuk disusul adiknya yang cipit cipit wkwk. Shit. Aku cuma bisa diam aja gituuu. Pingin ngeliatin mukanya tapi ga berani -_- takut ketauaan :( Huhu, alhasil cuma curi curi pandang sedikitttt. HUahahahahah. Ahm, semoga bisa seangkota lagi deh kapan kapan... Aku pingin senyumin kamuuu, 11 ;p Hiii, genit abissss deh huekeke. At least, I wanna say hi to you. Do you know it? Ayo ajak aku chat lagi dongz :(((( SOMBONGG!!
LOH, kenapa jadi maraah" gaje gini sihh? Hiksss.
Ohyaaaa, sekarang aku baru sadar, berteman sama cowo itu enak.. Yaah, tergantung tipe cowonya sihh. Yang jelas, Puji Tuhan, 3 orang cowo yang duduk di dekatku bukan tipe nyebelin kayak Ananda atau ntah siapalahhh yang cuma bisa bikin emosi. hahah. Andha, Christofel, sm Khosy itu lucu" wkwkwk. Seru lah orangnyaaaa. Hiks. Ntah knapa aku baru sadar kalo berteman sm cowo itu asyiiik. wkwkw oke saya lebay nihhhhh wgwgwg. Whatever lah. Ntar kapan kapan aku posting tentang merekaaa dehhhh..
Widiiiiiiiw, 10 hari lagi Mr.11 - ku ulang tahuuun loh, aku pingin ngucapin pas tengah malamnyaaa, di pergantian tanggal 19 ke 2o. Tapi ntar dia curiga lagi hiksss. HUAAA. This sucks!!! Huhuhuhu. So, ada ide? *idih elaah, kaya dibaca aja nih blognya sm orang T.T*
Beberapa minggu yang lalu, aku dapat kata" "Good Grief" dari tempat les PPIA. wkwk.
good = baik. grief = sial. Trus, dateng kawan lesku ditanyanya pulaa, "Jadi artinya kesialan yang baik?" haha. Ya enggalaaaaaah. duh udah deh jadi ngelantur. Tapi sumpah hari ini tuh betul-betul kesialan yang baik. Ikkiki.
You know what? What do you know? Hm. Oke saya geje deh ---_----
Jaddddiiiiii kan, ihihih. This morning, on the 10th of March 2010, aku seangkot sama 11 :)
Muach. FYI, 11 itu cowo yg kusukaa... ato istilah kerennyaaaaa gebetan? Hm, whatever..
Sumpahhhh, padahal di rumah aku udah bete bete gitu kan hahak. Stress abislah pokokeee, ditambah lagi dengan PMS yang menyebalkan ini -_-
Hmmmm, paginya aku berantem sm Mamaaak gara" masalah bunga dan sikapku yg selalu berantakan hm. HAHA. Truss, jadinya aku berangkat dari rumah agak lamaa gicyu. Yang biasanya jam tenga 7 udh berangkat, tadi pagi aku berangkat jam 7 kurang 15. Ahahaha. Siallll. Dalam hati, udah sebel sebeellll. Tapiiii, jejejeng. Angkot berenti di simpang pemdaaaaa. Di sini, anak" sekolah biasa nunggu.. Dari jauh aku ngeliat cowooo, dan it seems I know him.. Eh lama lama mukanya si cowo jadi keliatan jelasss. It's him!!! Sumpah deg degan abissssss. Ikikiki. Gugup. Nerpes. Huaaaaaaaa. Dia masuk disusul adiknya yang cipit cipit wkwk. Shit. Aku cuma bisa diam aja gituuu. Pingin ngeliatin mukanya tapi ga berani -_- takut ketauaan :( Huhu, alhasil cuma curi curi pandang sedikitttt. HUahahahahah. Ahm, semoga bisa seangkota lagi deh kapan kapan... Aku pingin senyumin kamuuu, 11 ;p Hiii, genit abissss deh huekeke. At least, I wanna say hi to you. Do you know it? Ayo ajak aku chat lagi dongz :(((( SOMBONGG!!
LOH, kenapa jadi maraah" gaje gini sihh? Hiksss.
Ohyaaaa, sekarang aku baru sadar, berteman sama cowo itu enak.. Yaah, tergantung tipe cowonya sihh. Yang jelas, Puji Tuhan, 3 orang cowo yang duduk di dekatku bukan tipe nyebelin kayak Ananda atau ntah siapalahhh yang cuma bisa bikin emosi. hahah. Andha, Christofel, sm Khosy itu lucu" wkwkwk. Seru lah orangnyaaaa. Hiks. Ntah knapa aku baru sadar kalo berteman sm cowo itu asyiiik. wkwkw oke saya lebay nihhhhh wgwgwg. Whatever lah. Ntar kapan kapan aku posting tentang merekaaa dehhhh..
Widiiiiiiiw, 10 hari lagi Mr.11 - ku ulang tahuuun loh, aku pingin ngucapin pas tengah malamnyaaa, di pergantian tanggal 19 ke 2o. Tapi ntar dia curiga lagi hiksss. HUAAA. This sucks!!! Huhuhuhu. So, ada ide? *idih elaah, kaya dibaca aja nih blognya sm orang T.T*
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Well, what else can I do?
Hai. Long time no blogging yaa. Do you miss me? :(
So many problems... It's hard to believe that I have no one to depend on.
Hihi. Ngerti ga sih?
Aku muak. Dalam pertemanan itu seharusnya gak ada yang dirahasiakan.
Coba bayangin, kalo temanmu ngerahasiain sesuatu darimu, WHAT WILL YOU FEEL?
Dan dia lebih memilih buat cerita sama orang lain. WHAT WILL YOU FEEL?
Aku pasti akan merasa terasing... merasa ga berguna. Sampai sekarang, belum ada satu orang pun yang bisa ngebuat aku percaya 100 persen sama dia. Even my mother.
I'm totally sick of my life. I'm sick of hypocrite people. If you don't like me, GO TELL ME.
You don't have to be afraid, because of what? Aku udah sering ngalamin hal kaya gitu. NGERTI GA?
Waktu SD, udah banyaaaak bgt teman yg nusuk dari belakang, SMP apalagi. WIIH.
Aku gak tau aku punya dosa sebesar apa. I know.. I'm not that good. Tapi kenapa sih, banyak orang yang sering bikin aku sakit hati?? Dan kenapa gak ada satu orang pun yang betul-betul perduli kalau aku sakit hati???? KENAPA???
Apa memang aku ga pantas ya? HM. It's a big question.
TEMAN TEMANKU SERING NGERAHASIAN SESUATU SAMA AKU. TEMAN TEMANKU SELALU BERUBAH. I FEEL USELESS. APA SIH GUNANYA TEMAN????
GUNA TEMAN ITU BUAT SHARING, BERBAGI PENGALAMAN, BERBAGI CERITA, JADI KALAU UDAH SALING RAHASIA - RAHASIAAN, APAKAH MASIH LAYAK ITU DISEBUT SEBAGAI PERTEMANAN???
In that case, I call it as a connection between strangers. Hey, but, even strangers share their story each other... Mungkin itu udah layak disebut sebagai permusuhan. Musuh dalam selimut? Whatever... Aku gak tau terlalu banyak mengenai peribahasa atau kata" mutiara.
Mungkin banyak yang menganggap aku terlalu lebay dalam menanggapi permasalahanku dgn teman teman. But this is me... I'm sensitive when it comes to friendship.
Karena, percaya ato gak, aku belum pernah punya teman dekat dari SD. I used to have, her name is Agreliana. But guess what, at the last year of my elementary school, we were not that close again. Haha. Poor me.
Jadi, hmm. Mungkin aku tipe orang yang ga cocok untuk bersosialisasi dengan orang orang. Karena jujur aja, aku bukan tipe orang supel yang gampang buat berkomunikasi. Aku kikuk. Yeah. I am. Makanya aku kadang lebih menikmati waktu waktu berkualitas untuk menonton DVD, surf the internet.. It feels really good.
Tapiiiiiiii, manusia itu adalah makhluk sosial yakan? Ga mungkin dong, aku bisa bertahan hidup tanpa bersosialisasi dgn siapapun Hm. HAHA. Jadi, what should I do? Or, what else I can do? Should I always pretend like I'm having fun when I talk to everybody?
So many problems... It's hard to believe that I have no one to depend on.
Hihi. Ngerti ga sih?
Aku muak. Dalam pertemanan itu seharusnya gak ada yang dirahasiakan.
Coba bayangin, kalo temanmu ngerahasiain sesuatu darimu, WHAT WILL YOU FEEL?
Dan dia lebih memilih buat cerita sama orang lain. WHAT WILL YOU FEEL?
Aku pasti akan merasa terasing... merasa ga berguna. Sampai sekarang, belum ada satu orang pun yang bisa ngebuat aku percaya 100 persen sama dia. Even my mother.
I'm totally sick of my life. I'm sick of hypocrite people. If you don't like me, GO TELL ME.
You don't have to be afraid, because of what? Aku udah sering ngalamin hal kaya gitu. NGERTI GA?
Waktu SD, udah banyaaaak bgt teman yg nusuk dari belakang, SMP apalagi. WIIH.
Aku gak tau aku punya dosa sebesar apa. I know.. I'm not that good. Tapi kenapa sih, banyak orang yang sering bikin aku sakit hati?? Dan kenapa gak ada satu orang pun yang betul-betul perduli kalau aku sakit hati???? KENAPA???
Apa memang aku ga pantas ya? HM. It's a big question.
TEMAN TEMANKU SERING NGERAHASIAN SESUATU SAMA AKU. TEMAN TEMANKU SELALU BERUBAH. I FEEL USELESS. APA SIH GUNANYA TEMAN????
GUNA TEMAN ITU BUAT SHARING, BERBAGI PENGALAMAN, BERBAGI CERITA, JADI KALAU UDAH SALING RAHASIA - RAHASIAAN, APAKAH MASIH LAYAK ITU DISEBUT SEBAGAI PERTEMANAN???
In that case, I call it as a connection between strangers. Hey, but, even strangers share their story each other... Mungkin itu udah layak disebut sebagai permusuhan. Musuh dalam selimut? Whatever... Aku gak tau terlalu banyak mengenai peribahasa atau kata" mutiara.
Mungkin banyak yang menganggap aku terlalu lebay dalam menanggapi permasalahanku dgn teman teman. But this is me... I'm sensitive when it comes to friendship.
Karena, percaya ato gak, aku belum pernah punya teman dekat dari SD. I used to have, her name is Agreliana. But guess what, at the last year of my elementary school, we were not that close again. Haha. Poor me.
Jadi, hmm. Mungkin aku tipe orang yang ga cocok untuk bersosialisasi dengan orang orang. Karena jujur aja, aku bukan tipe orang supel yang gampang buat berkomunikasi. Aku kikuk. Yeah. I am. Makanya aku kadang lebih menikmati waktu waktu berkualitas untuk menonton DVD, surf the internet.. It feels really good.
Tapiiiiiiii, manusia itu adalah makhluk sosial yakan? Ga mungkin dong, aku bisa bertahan hidup tanpa bersosialisasi dgn siapapun Hm. HAHA. Jadi, what should I do? Or, what else I can do? Should I always pretend like I'm having fun when I talk to everybody?
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
oh hello. ah goodbye
YES!! oh goodbye. maybe I won't be online for many weeks.
hm. I'm too busy with school assignments.
Right now, I'm supposed to do those whooaaaa :(
okay so now now now, I just wanna tell you that I love Nicole Richie and Joel Madden. :>
hihi. Although my sister told me that she looks like a grandma, it doesn't matter for me. And SHE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THAT. HUH.
Her style is cool. Very cool. Love it soooo oh sooooo :D
And about Joel Madden, I just love him as Nicole's eerrr boyfriend? Haaaaaaaaa.
I like his band, Goood Charlotte, but I'm not a big fan of it. Just know some songs of GC. yeah. haha
so I found this picture at Joel's twitter, yeah this is his background :
I.love.this.picture.so.damn.much <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSkXVKC0lSXSTHutcXQNjXOick9EtKVvqxe47PY15B2sR_Ij0xkdfj7heiep3-MJ6yHTT3UhwV80kZQlg6qr8fjrZj1jKSnHUWpU2MXp0ZSDfuT-X3eGYFqHAY9DqDuow2rfz_0g49rVE/s1600-h/nicole-richie-family.jpg">
Isn't it too cute? She looks gorgeous. He looks so 'daddy' :p whatever. And the babies are cuteeeeeee.
ah, off now. Forget? Yeah, assignments suck.
hm. I'm too busy with school assignments.
Right now, I'm supposed to do those whooaaaa :(
okay so now now now, I just wanna tell you that I love Nicole Richie and Joel Madden. :>
hihi. Although my sister told me that she looks like a grandma, it doesn't matter for me. And SHE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THAT. HUH.
Her style is cool. Very cool. Love it soooo oh sooooo :D
And about Joel Madden, I just love him as Nicole's eerrr boyfriend? Haaaaaaaaa.
I like his band, Goood Charlotte, but I'm not a big fan of it. Just know some songs of GC. yeah. haha
so I found this picture at Joel's twitter, yeah this is his background :
I.love.this.picture.so.damn.much <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSkXVKC0lSXSTHutcXQNjXOick9EtKVvqxe47PY15B2sR_Ij0xkdfj7heiep3-MJ6yHTT3UhwV80kZQlg6qr8fjrZj1jKSnHUWpU2MXp0ZSDfuT-X3eGYFqHAY9DqDuow2rfz_0g49rVE/s1600-h/nicole-richie-family.jpg">
Isn't it too cute? She looks gorgeous. He looks so 'daddy' :p whatever. And the babies are cuteeeeeee.
ah, off now. Forget? Yeah, assignments suck.
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
phew
wew. Today, I wanna do my Indonesian assignments HA HA HA.
good good. I'm a good girl! No! Good students hahaha.
I'm editing my Indonesian's drama script. huaaa :(
wish me luck yaaaaaa. hihihi. I don't wanna go to bed late tonight..
I want to go to bed at 9 nine o'clock if it's possible :(
HUUUUUU.
but I think not, because I have to edit my 'makalah.' LOL
sorry for my bad English.. I don't know what American says to 'makalah.'
heee, do you know ha? I'm so in love with Goong...
huaaaa, It is so damn good, entertaining, and funny, and sad too!
ohwaaaaaaayaaaayayaya.
I really wanna watch it. But yeah, I can't. So busy with all school things.
This one is one of my favorite scenes in Goong or Princess Hours. Yeaaaaah. They match each other. Like a complete puzzle. :p
YES, I KNOW, IT'S RIDICULOUS ;p
whatever... I just love them and the drama really catches my heart HAHAHA.
I love Joo Ji Hoon. HAHAH. maybe another time I'll post another photos of Goong.
Sayonaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
good good. I'm a good girl! No! Good students hahaha.
I'm editing my Indonesian's drama script. huaaa :(
wish me luck yaaaaaa. hihihi. I don't wanna go to bed late tonight..
I want to go to bed at 9 nine o'clock if it's possible :(
HUUUUUU.
but I think not, because I have to edit my 'makalah.' LOL
sorry for my bad English.. I don't know what American says to 'makalah.'
heee, do you know ha? I'm so in love with Goong...
huaaaa, It is so damn good, entertaining, and funny, and sad too!
ohwaaaaaaayaaaayayaya.
I really wanna watch it. But yeah, I can't. So busy with all school things.
This one is one of my favorite scenes in Goong or Princess Hours. Yeaaaaah. They match each other. Like a complete puzzle. :p
YES, I KNOW, IT'S RIDICULOUS ;p
whatever... I just love them and the drama really catches my heart HAHAHA.
I love Joo Ji Hoon. HAHAH. maybe another time I'll post another photos of Goong.
Sayonaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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