Whatever

Things are going wrong. I don't know what's going on. I feel like a shit walking on earth trying to find something that I even don't know what it is. Why is everything coming in a different way? I try to be calm. I can accept the fact that sometimes life is incredibly cruel and unfair. And I understand that all I gotta do is just move on. But at this time, I just can't. Thinking back at what happened with me and comparing it with others. Seems like life is playing on me. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.

I'm sick of being sick about the same sick thing in this sick life. I feel like I'm worthless.


I'm sick, anyone. Can you hear me? I need extremely new life.