It isn't TGIF. It's TGIToday.

Hai. Today is August 10th. This day is really blissful!! My dear friend, Patricia is celebrating her birthday. Congrats dear!!!! Wish you all the best ya. All your wishes come true as soon as possible. Always be on God's way. Hehe. So we made some surprise for her. Actually me and tasa already planned to do our slides in her house. We already knew that Tuesday is her birthday but we pretend like we forget or didn't know. Hahaha. Then me, Yossie, Tasya, and Laura went together to Patri's house. She thought I was the only one who came there but then I kinda force her to go out bcoz she was really lazy to come out from the tv room :p

Then SURPRISE!!!! We threw her flours. LOL. Actually we planned to threw some eggs, but Yossie said no because of... well forget it. I've forgot. She already took a bath that morning so she had to take a bath again. Poor you!! :p



While she was bathing, we prepared our 'cake birthday' for her. Hehe it was the little one, thought. We didn't have money. But don't look by the price! Look by the sincerity, kay? We bought a muffin(:p), then put a candle on it. We decorated it with some mini ice cream, the name is mini-concerto. Then when she got dressed, we hid and then surprise again!!!!! She blew the candle and made a wish.

And beside, my crush, commented on my photo. Which one? It's a secret. No need to know.


WHOAAA I ♥ TODAY!!!!


.xxxxxo.

Say hello to my men! ;)

Huwoooo. I realised that I've posted 2 emotional & labille posts here. Fuh. And both of it have almost the same title. The word 'ignore' are in it. Forgive me for my lack of words. I'm not that creative to choose diction, you know. So to make this blog at least look better (well, nooo, this blog won't ever look better ha ha), I've decided to share youuuu abt my favorite man all the time. Hehe.
It's MIROSLAV KLOSE !!! :"D

I'm so glad to know such a man like him. He's a real cutie you know. I know he's too old for me now. But I've loved him since the 2002 World Cup!! He was only 21 or 22. He is real cute (:
Even he was not playing rude football at that time. He seldom got yellow card. WHOA. I LOVE YOU REALLY KLOSE. I remember adoring him like a crazy when I was in Primary School. My friend often mocked me by saying his name wrongly. They called my dear, KLOSEt. With T!!! Aah f u. His name is not it.

Here's my baby-boooooooo ;;)

So.... damn.... handsome..... Kiss me Klose ;;) :o :*

With Sylwia!!!! AAAAA I'm jealous, Klose :(

My 11-man, Klose. (2010 FIFA WORLD CUP)

Well, I also have one man again to introduce to you, guys. I find him really interesting and cute during the 2010 World Cup. He's Mesut Ozil!!!!!! He has big eyes, that makes me fall for him (;
He's also just 21 or 22!!! But he is already engaged to Maria bla-bla-bla. I don't remember her name..... You broke my heart, Ozil :(

So cute, right?! :* :*

With Maria. Ew, she doesn't match you, Ozil ._.

(FIFA WORLD CUP 2010)


Hehe. They're handsome aite? Too bad they already have couples.... Haha. I'm just dreaming... I really wanna meet them sumday.... But I know it's kinda impossible. But I'll keep fighting!!! This dreaming is worth-fighting! :*


Adios! Gnight!

ignore this

You are still the same. I opened your fb acc and found out you're still the same as I know in jhs. Imy.

Just ignore. I'm being labille.

Life is so unfair. They let the beauty get all they want. The attention, the love, the protection, they got all things easily. It seems like they're really doing their life well without having any burden. And the duck like me? Oh well, do I need to explain here? My life is kind of embarrassing. I regret most of all things I've done in my life. HAHAHAHAHA. Let's laugh. This is funny, right?

I envy them. They don't even give a shit to their tasks at school, assignments, and all the bla-bla-yawn-things at school. But me?! Oh well, I really give a damn to school. I worry a lot about my score, my image(wtf?-_-), my paper, and all mothafacka things. Do you know why? Maybe it's because SCHOOL IS THE ONLY THING I COULD BE, AT LEAST, GOOD AT. Uhhhh. Poor me. I have no talent at all so I should focus to my school-_- I wonder how things will go if I have a spectacular talent, like playing the piano, or dancing, or maybe singing, or good at one kind of sport. Hahaha... Why do I dream too much? Come on-_____- I'm just an average girl, right? With boring life (well, not really boring. My life gets really suck when I'm at home-_-, but sometimes friends could cheer me up a bit). HAAAAAHHH. I wanna have a talent that at least I could be proud of. I don't wanna be just another girl in school that anyone underestimates.

Hm............. I wanna have a life like in a novel. Meeting the one you love, living in a sweet love story or having really good friends, or maybe meeting a riding-horse-prince. Why can't I have a life like that? Why is this reality so cruel? Cruel life!!!! I hate you for showing me the life I don't wanna live in. :(

Stop judging.

You can't judge me. No one could judge anyone. My Almighty creator is the only one that could judge. And as a warning, I only show you people what you need and you wanna see. I don't even bother to show you the real me..... Haha. They tell anyone I'm arrogant. But you haven't even talked to me yet. You coward! You say I pretend like a hero. You mthrfckr! We just meet and you already made such a conclusion? Don't you think it's too little too fast? Okay maybe I'm not that nice. I'm not that adorable. I'm ugly, bad-temper, and all things.... But at least I'm still trying to be nice, to all of you. Please appreciate me for a while. Or maybe I can't be appreciated? Oh come on....... All people deserve the appreciation. Well, respect me and I'll respect you.

So fucked up.

Love is something unreasonable. Nobody could tell you why you fall, even yourself. That's why it's hard to forget the lover. You have no reason to forget he/she, too.